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from dilaudid blues 2​ᵐ​ᵍ by ego mackey

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lyrics

all the drugs get crosssed, all my love got lost,
now i sit and let myself rot, convinced tht i cant stop,

i been gettin high i been stuck, knowin tht the world fucked,
fillin up another cup, rust my organs off the tuss,
since 16 i been servin the cut, make a play jus need a lil luck,
in montreal they love meth i served dust, i served all ur friends cut mud

all the drugs get crosssed, all my love got lost,
now i sit and let myself rot, convinced tht i cant stop,

i been down bad depressed, now im like fuck all the stress,
pour more ash on the flo make a mess, i cant sit n wait on death,
jus wanted 2 feel a lil less, numb it all feelings n pills repressed,
sellin dope on my s-m-s, pop an oxy n im possessed
get the pints all stretched,
will i see everyone i love if i take my life, it jus really dont seem that it feels right
and the memories haunting me tonight, hope you never know what this feels like
hope you never know what this pain is like
been down such a dark road, so much u dont wanna know,
dont know where 2 call home, i was in the streets i roamed,
still pourin 4’s in styra foam, all these highs just how it goes,
cant answer messages on my phone, even the pretty girls i leave alone ,
im at a point i jus cant care much, cant really get high enough,
always feel everythings in a rush, and i know why u hada give up,
im back pourin out plenty cups, oxy 80s n dilaudid i took a bunch,
will i see everyone i love if i take my life, it jus really dont seem that it feels right
and the memories haunting me tonight, hope you never know what this feels like
hope you never know what this pain is like

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from dilaudid blues 2​ᵐ​ᵍ, released May 31, 2022

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